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yeluki · 3 years ago

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hihi can i req yun jin & shenhe reverse comfort headcanons :>? separately or together is up to you!! if u dont wanna write it then nvm huehue have a nice day

YUN JIN + SHENHE REVERSE COMFORT HEADCANONS

a/n: ahh,, of course you can!! i love writing reverse comfort sm ahahs,,, and thank you so much for your support btw. i see you liking my posts,, and it makes me so happy!! love you sm/p ahsh <333 (i love ur shenhe theme sm too,,, teach me your ways lmfao).. also, I decided to include my personal playlists for whenever im writing for shenhe or yun jin just for u,,, hope you like 'em,, listen to 'em if you want!! (there is also a specific song i was listening to while writing each of these, so i included that too. :>) sorry if shenhe's isn't the best either,, i wasn't having too much luck when coming up w/ scenarios lmao. but anyways,, enjoy!! :D characters included: yun jin, shenhe warnings: mentions of body shaming/being called fat (yun jin), stress, pressure, nightmares (shenhe), heavy breathing, mentions of trauma, anxiety, fluff, angst, tears, breakdowns, reverse comfort headcanons per character: // 9 (yun jin) // 12 (shenhe) //

work utc!!

#yun jin!? (playlist and specific song // nobody - mitski)

yun jin's always so exhausted. it feels like everything she does is judged by all of liyue, and to be frank, she isn't wrong. being a famous opera singer, she has to maintain her face, weight, public image, and more. you can't blame her for being tired, can you?

however, it's been rough these past few weeks. she's got a big show coming up, and has been stress eating because of it. a few haters of hers came up to her, calling her fat. she clearly didn't pay any mind, at least that's what you thought.

after shooing them away, you gently took her hand and guided her to your shared home. you surely didn't expect her to fall down right as you got home. tears slipped from her eyes, and you immediately kneeled down to her side. in a desperate attempt to hide her hurt from you, she immediately tried to stop the tears. her hands moved frantically across her face, desperate to wipe the hurt from her entire body, until she was stopped.

gently grabbing her hands so as not to startle her, you carefully hold her hands in yours. her eyes shone brightly in the reflecting sunlight seeping through the windows as she shot her head up to look at you, face twisting in despair.

leaning in to give her a hug, she began to cry. she cried for what seemed like hours, screaming sad "im trying so hard!"s and "why can't they see im trying my best!?"s at no one in particular, yet still clinging to your shirt and staining it in her tears.

pulling her closer, she continued to cry. her desperate and despair-filled shrieks eventually turned to soft and thankful sobs as she began to thank you for listening.

months upon months of bottled-up emotions unraveled like a storybook before your very eyes, and it almost angered you that she'd kept all of this stress and feelings from you.

just twirl her hair, rub her back, or just hold her. give her all of the love and affection she needs. tell her that she's not fat, and that you'll love her no matter her weight. tell her that you'll never ridicule or judge her, and make her feel like the only woman that matters in the world. shower her in so much love that she drowns in it, relishes it, and soaks it in.

don't make her feel like your girlfriend, make her feel like your yun jin. your beautiful yun jin. :>

#shenhe!? (playlist and specific song // another love - tom odell)

it'd been such a long day. all you wanted was to lay with shenhe, and you did. it was around 11:00pm when you got home, and your darling shenhe stayed up to make sure you were alright.

slowly climbing into bed with her, you two cuddled up to each other instantly. sleeping with shenhe was always a joy, so was so soft. so warm. so gentle. so perfect.

drifting off to sleep, you held onto her waist tightly, almost afraid that if you let go, your beautiful woman would walk away to no return.

it wasn't until around 3am that shenhe began to breathe heavily. she was having another one of her nightmares, an occasional occurrence. she began violently tossing and turning, sweating, and talking. so much so that she woke you up, and you knew what to do. a gentle wake-up and some water would usually help, so you got up and rushed off to grab shenhe some water before waking her. as you reentered your shared bedroom, you realized that this time was different. shenhe was different.

she was gasping for air, moving and panting violently. shaking her awake, her eyes widened and she pushed you away. cool drops of sweat cascaded down her forehead, and tears littered her pretty face. her clothes were all bunched up, and it hurt to see her like this. it'd always hurt you to see shenhe sad, but she looked horrified. she began to sob, grasping the bedsheets and burying her face in them. her sobs turned to screams, screams turned to cries. you could do nothing but watch as traumatic memories flashed through her brain, putting her through all that hurt all over again.

you could do nothing but gently attach yourself to her, and whisper words of reassurance. you could do nothing but softly rub her head and back and she sobbed and shrieked into your shoulder, staining your shirt with her tears that glistened in the moonlight.

her hair was disheveled, her clothes bunched up, and she looked like a mess. anyone else would've said she looked hideous, but not you.

never you.

she wanted you there, she needed you there, because no one else had ever been there for her.

and you'll stay there with her, won't you?

forever?

promise?

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